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SRSC-kenny
College Student
Artist
United States
I am 25 and an art major. I have never pictured myself anywhere else.

Current Residence: USA
Operating System: Mac
MP3 player of choice: Apple iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Kyuzo, Benjamin, Vash the Stampede and Gambit.

We're all going to die someday. I intend to deserve it.
Interests
"If I am going to buy a race horse, I'm not going to buy it in Huntsville" -Lawler

And just like that the gallery bomb was dropped on me.

"So you mean... a gallery in Houston?"

"Yes."

I could bite my lip till it bleeds.

The fear is very real. I am sitting at my desk wondering what will become of me.

Doing research has me dabbling in the life of real artists. Yet here I am as if I am one of them. I have stood on this side of the line for so long, I may have already forgotten where it is I have to crossover.

It feels as if I am pretending.

Am I here? It doesn't feel right. Not yet. Please.
I am standing, pleading.
At the edge of the lake, I am fifteen again, and my lungs are collapsing.
I am screaming "I am not ready!" and no one hears me.
Prickling up my throat. I can't breathe.
They laugh and I am reaching.
The lake mocks me with my reflection.

Every time. The fear of the unknown. And I am at the edge again.

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crash-burn-implode Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks bae!
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taeminchu Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the favorite! 
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crash-burn-implode Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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bloop205 Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2014   Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave
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crash-burn-implode Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the favs! 
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bloop205 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2014   Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave :)
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crazygrin Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for watching me! (:
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LimonTea Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
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crash-burn-implode Featured By Owner May 23, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav! HAHAH
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crash-burn-implode Featured By Owner May 14, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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